2012 Is Inner Peace the answer to life?

"May inner peace flow wherever it is needed and specially to those of us who fear our parents and so it is." (quote from spiritual person)

"This is an example of the ineffective bullshit way spiritual people handle what they refuse to take responsibility for and what they refuse to understand and investigate and what they refuse to confront to stop.

This type of allowances will hold us captive to the ego as consciousness forever unless we confront our self deception and bring an end to this through a dedicated practical real self transformation through self honest self forgiveness to make sure the accumulative effect of part in the world is always what is best for all and that we realize we must expect the same from all other beings or we will be the slaves to their whims and believes and abuses through allowing it. We have been warned throughout time that the sins of the fathers are visited upon the children and thus upon the world, but under the disguise of love we do nothing to stop the spread of sin as social disease making love a social disease as well. Remember – self honesty is the most difficult thing you will ever face as it will be your own self deception as the part you play in the mess as civilization that you will confront and must change if you ever want to become a real living being." ~ Bernard Poolman

‘Inner peace’, ‘awareness’, ‘the power of now’, ‘mindfulness’ attained through meditation or various exercises seems to be today’s answer to the apparent ‘unrest’, stress and negative/unpleasant inner experiences that the human being faces – and millions of beings gladly accept this as ‘the ultimate answer’, often even going as far as believing that the entire world will transform according to their ‘inner peaceful experience’ or that they will, through generating certain energies of love/positivity/peace, transcend this ‘earthly plane’ like Jesus to reach/obtain/attain ‘heaven’.

I must admit that I actually believed this as well – I use to be very much ‘into’ generating energy, expecting/believing/hoping that the energy will truly ‘lift me up’ and allow me to ‘amalgamate’ with the universe as pure love (which is how I understood ‘the universe’, based on various books I read and things I heard from ‘spiritual people), because that is what it felt like on the inside. On the inside through energy it felt as though I could go ‘higher’ and ‘greater’, and I really was experiencing ‘love’ and ‘compassion’ as these ‘energy waves’ that would flow through me, and it really did feel as though I could ‘send out’ these ‘love vibrations’ to others in the world – so therefore I believed that I could really change the world this way, I believed that I would reach ‘heaven’ this way as that is what it FELT like.

However there was also a part of me, waaay down within me, that was aware that what I was doing was not actually ‘real’. what do I mean with ‘real’? Sure the energy was ‘good’ and ‘nice’ and ‘positive’ and stuff, though I could see if I was really honest with myself that this was not REAL, because it was energetic experiences that I had been creating myself – I was doing all of it and I was merely experiencing my own self-created ‘vibrations’ of ‘love energy’, so what I was experiencing was myself though within denial and without the realization that it was in fact myself that I was experiencing. I basically pretended through believing that this energy that I was experiencing was ‘the universe’ or ‘something greater than myself’ – all the while evoking the energetic experience myself from the starting point of my desire to ‘experience a greater power’.

Through a process of applying self forgiveness within self-honesty – I could face myself in this, confront myself as what I had been allowing myself to participate in, which is the pretense that these energetic experiences that were ‘flowing over/through me’ where from a ‘greater source’ and not simply created by myself, because I WANTED to believe/feel/experience that there was in fact ‘something greater than myself’.

“Remember – self honesty is the most difficult thing you will ever face as it will be your own self deception as the part you play in the mess as civilization that you will confront and must change if you ever want to become a real living being.”

Indeed, facing/confronting myself is not easy – to stand in the face of myself and the liar/self-deceiver that I had become was not easy, though for the first time I could see that this is REAL. I actually realized that everything that gives me a ‘positive’/’nice’ feeling about myself or the world, is always self-created by me deliberately to not face myself as the world in fact and to be able to believe and get lost in this experience of ‘some greater power/entity’, while that which is REAL has got nothing to do with how I feel, let alone the positive feelings. In fact, I saw how I had been blatantly ignoring/suppressing/denying that which is actually real within existing in these self-evoked experiences of ‘love’, ’positivity’ and ‘peace’ wherein it feels/seems as though I have power over the world through my ‘vibrations’.

I realized that the energetic experiences of ‘love’, ‘peace’, ‘harmony’ and ‘positivity’ are of Ego – as they only serve the ‘peace of mind’ that is actually all self-directed by desiring a certain experience. My personal desires of how I would like/want to experience myself actually have no place in the REAL world, because in the real world I am actually not the center most important point of the universe – I exist HERE along side with all of existence that is HERE.

And all this ‘love’, ‘peace’ and ‘positivity’ has got nothing to do with actual caring for existence because it is all still based on ‘inner experiences’ based on personal preference and desires – therefore with love, peace, understanding and positive vibrations we will never truly change the world into an actual heaven for all living beings. Because if we’re not even willing to face our self-deception and to realize our responsibility towards ourselves as who we are here and how we experience ourselves by believing that ‘a greater power’ is making me experience this energy, then how could we possibly take responsibility for all life that exist here.

It takes guts, time and effort to investigate ourselves and the world as what is really going on here – and to stop the ego that we have allowed ourselves to become so that we my stand up as actual living beings within and as what is REAL, one and equal with reality.

And frankly, if we’re really honest with ourselves – it would be an illusion/lie to believe that change (inner as well as outer) will happen through good feelings because if we have a look at this world and at our own past, it is clear that we have made a mess of it. Therefore it should be common sense that we first have to walk backwards through the mess to face what we have created as our own life and this world, forgive ourselves for what we have created and then correct ourselves to make sure that we never create it again. And that is what it means to truly take responsibility.

If you are ready to get real and face yourself as existence, then Desteni is the place where you will find the necessary support and tools to get started on your process of walking backwards through self-forgiveness within self-honesty.

Also check out an Equal Money System as the physical platform that will be implemented to give every being on earth a chance at change.

2012 Do we have Sex, or does Sex have us?

"Sex has become the very point, the very purpose, the very reason that exist within a human being to continue existing and living and walking within this world and this reality - it is sex that defines who you are as a human being and what you're doing in this world and this reality, whether having a family, having a job, traveling the world, participating in your religions, spiritualities, movements -- everything is driven by Sex."

"And we're going to show you exactly how and why through and within the 'What is Sex?' interviews - 'what is it that makes and drives human beings to be who they are?', 'what is it within us that is giving us that experience of 'being alive'?'"

~ Sunette Spies


The 'What is Sex?' interviews made by Sunette Spies is absolutely the most thorough, specific and radically eye-opening interviews that I have ever heard about the concept of 'Sex' - which, let's face it, is a concept we just can't seem to get enough of.

She has taken the time and effort to investigate the point of Sex, the entire existence of Sex, through asking the questions that no one in the history of mankind has ever asked - going beyond science and what is generally accepted as apparent 'research' into the 'what is Sex?' question.

She has discovered that Sex is in fact the most important aspect of the human beings' existence and experience in this world, even the very answer to life's most existential questions that our 'great' philosophers have been bending and cracking their heads over for aeons of time.

It is fascinating that Sex plays such a vital (in a very literal sense) role in not only our lives as human beings, but all life on this planet - all is birthed and created through Sex. And yet it seems that all humanity, and specifically those in power in this world which is religion, education and government, have been doing throughout history is to cover up Sex and sexuality, to a certain extent pretending that it doesn't exist and to even take it so far as to judge it as 'bad', 'impure' and 'sinful'.

And through time we have been tacitly accepting this way of living, which is in essence when really having a look at reality quite absurd if not completely insane - because it allowed us to 'evolve' to a point in time where sex and sexuality has become this perverted, 'back-door', secretive part of our reality as reflected in pornography in all its many different 'styles' and 'gradations' that are the 'image and likeness' of what exist in the Human Being's 'secret mind' as what they/we all secretly want/desire/demand.

Sunette Spies has conducted elaborate 'interdimensional research' - which is research and investigation into the very structures that make up reality as who we are here, pulling everything apart of who we believe ourselves to be and what we believe reality to be, to present us with this fascinating and magnificent Interview Series that has a serious look at this intriguing question of 'What is Sex?' in all it's various dimensions.

This Interview Series is exclusively available at the Eqafe Online Store:

What is Sex? - Introduction

What is Sex? - Part 7

What is Sex? - Part 8

What is Sex? - Part 9

What is Sex? - Part 10

What is Sex - Introducing the Relationship-System - Part 11

What is Sex - The Primary and Sub Relationship-Systems of Mind and Sex - Part 12

What is Sex - Relationship Profiling - Part 13

What is Sex - How we create Relationship Profiles - Part 14


And for those who are still not convinced - here is a free interview that she made as an overview of what to expect within the 'What is Sex?' Interview Series. Enjoy!

2012 The Ultimate Valentine's Day Gift! - The Agreement Course!

Today is Valentine's Day! - Though let us use this day not to waste it on eating chocolates and fancy 'dinners at Tiffany's' that will only create indigestion by tomorrow or buying expensive jewelery, clothes or other luxury products for our partner that will only leave a feeling of regret down the line - regret that in spite of these 'Valentine's Days' that are supposed to boost up our relationships and 'love lives', we never can seem to 'get it right' and the feeling of 'missing something' within the relationship only keeps on growing.

Let's spend this Valentine's Day wisely for a change - with 'wisely' I mean that we have a look at what is really important in the relationship: a short day of excessive spendings and hightened feelings of 'love' and 'romance' that will eventually simply fade away having left nothing truly substantial to the relationship, or to have this day be the beginning of a journey of self-exploration wherein both me and my partner will grow and 'evolve' in fact in our relationship as living beings?

If you said "yes!" to the latter, then the 'DIP - Agreement Course' is for you!

This course is specifically designed to assist and support beings in their re-exploration and re-discovery of themselves within their relationship - and to support partners in a relationship in establishing effective communication (as this is such an important point for any relationship to work!).

This DIP - Agreement Course covers specifically the establishing of Self-change and Self-discovery, conflict resolution, communication skills, intimacy development, self-commitment, exploring masturbation and achieving sexual fulfillment - which has been designed by beings that have walked these points already for/as/with themselves and are now supporting others to walk the same process.

In a way the Agreement Course is in addition/expansion of the regular 'Desteni 'I' Process' Course, though it can definitely be walked in/as itself without doing the regular DIP course - as a point of assistance and support for ones relationship.


So, let's take Valentine's Day to another level and instead of wasting it on fleeting/fading commercialized concepts and products that don't really assist the relationship in the long run, actually take this opportunity today to truly invest in the relationship and make the commitment to make this work in the best way possible to establish a platform where both partners can express and explore themselves freely in mutual respect and understanding!

A Remarkable Interview by an Atlantean female through the Interdimensional Portal

"Atlantis -- The untold History -- (Exclusive) -- Atlantis"



This is a very remarkable interview that I have come across - it is an interview made by an Atlantean female -- yes, from the (former) existence of the Atlantean race, of which there are many theories, books written, investigations made, etcetera...

Now, what is remarkable about this interview is that the being in this interview is simply sharing her story, without any 'airy-fairy', glorified, spiritualist, positive message/tone/underscore about it. It is actually quite down-to-earth, as simply someone sharing their story, regardless of who is listening. In this point lies the great difference with this 'interdimensional portal' and other 'channels' and 'mediums' that 'channel' a being from 'the afterlife' or wherever - because this specific being is not trying to convince anyone of any kind of message, quite unlike the angels, guides and spiritual beings that are often being channeled through 'regular' channels in this world.

I found this interview very pleasant to hear and listen to, as it allowed me to be able to consider placing myself in the shoes of this being for a moment - which is fascinating and interesting as she is an Atlantean, of which I obviously had this image/idea within my mind of a 'mythical creature' that cannot actually possibly be 'real', according to how I have always experienced 'reality' to be. So, because she (as the Atlantean being in this interview is a female) wasn't using specific 'positive' terms/words to pervade her 'message' but was rather simply sharing her story of her life - I could easily see myself in her shoes and consider how I would be and experience myself in that kind of existence when Atlantis was a reality if I were there.

I quite enjoyed listening to this being speaking due to its down-to-earth nature, wherein I did not get the feeling that this being is somehow 'greater' or 'more' or 'superior' than me just because she is 'an Atlantean', but I could see that it doesn't matter how you define yourself, what your name is, how you look, when, where or how you existed and in what form, in essence we are all equal in experience, in existence. And that is the point that I have always seemed to have been missing when hearing the channelings of the 'typical' channels in this world - as the beings that usually get channeled seem to always be sending out some sort of message to the world, wherein it seems as though they are already placing humanity in an inferior position as apparently 'in need of guidance' and then providing the apparent 'guidance'/'answer' - and within that I get the feeling that they are in some way 'untouchable', like an 'angel' or a 'God' that cannot be questioned and is apparently ultimately better than us 'mere mortals'.


So, this is definately an interview worth checking out for all those who are interested in hearing a refreshing perspective/story/view on what Atlantis was like and what 'being an Atlantean' was like.






The following interviews (part 2 to 12) can be found in the Eqafe Store

2012 What is 'Déjà-Vu'? - Investigating the Religion of Science

A 'Déjà-Vu' is that eery, uncanny feeling of 'almost being able to predict what is about to happen' within a situation - wherein one experiences oneself as if in a state of dreaming, where 'reality' seems to become somewhat strange yet at the same time more 'lucid'. Some Déjà-Vu's last for a second or two and are just a vague feeling of familiarity and others can be so clear and long-lasting that one is in fact able to predict what someone is going to say the second before they say it or what will happen the second before it happens - and almost all human beings experience this at one point or another in their life.

Science has tried to come up with an explanation, not wanting to leave anything to be claimed by 'spiritualists' and 'religious people' as apparently 'God's way of communicating with us' or 'a sign that there is 'more' to life than what can be scientifically proven' - so their research has come up with the theory that a Déjà-Vu is an 'anomaly' within the memory wherein our brain automatically constructs a way of interpreting/experiencing a situation based on a past experience, causing us to in fact in that moment exist in our memory, which then makes us experience this 'strange' sensation that 'I have been here before'.

Though, this 'scientific research' is not in fact based on genuine introspection and investigation into the actual inner workings of the mind - as what scientists basically do is look at reality, even their own minds/brains/inner workings, from a distance - poking and prodding around to get some kind of grip/control on 'who they are' and 'what life is', to in a way be able to feel safe and secure and to feel as though they have everything under control - which basically stems from an experience of fear within themselves, a fear of the unknown, fear of 'the unexplainable', fear of 'the great black void' within themselves that cannot be defined, which in essence is fear of death - as death is the one thing that human beings cannot possibly control and it scares the shit out of them.


So they try their best to make life/themselves as much 'under control' as possible through knowledge and information that they store in their minds in an attempt to cover up who they really are as the inner undefined/undefinable experience of self.

So really, how can we expect these 'scientists' that are basing their investigations on the fear of life/death as that which cannot be defined, that which simply 'is', to tell/show us what life is as what is actually real and what the truth is of this reality, while they themselves are in fact too afraid to even look at life, to look within themselves and investigate themselves within the realization that 'I am HERE - therefore I am LIFE'?

How can we honestly believe that we hold the 'answers to life' when these 'answers' in themselves are essentially based on knowledge and information as words that we have simply copied and cloned from our parents and all those that have gone before us - without ever even questioning these basic 'building-blocks' of our very understanding of this reality - therein merely basing all our so-called 'investigation' and 'research' on our 'belief' that what we learned/copied/cloned from our parents was 'the truth'? Therefore, when looking at science in this way - isn't science then not also a 'belief-system', a 'religion', wherein we place our 'good faith' in our parents, educational systems, books, teachers and previous generations as our 'Gods' that have presented us with the ways in which we should 'understand'/'see'/'interpret' reality?

So anyways, back to investigating the Déjà-Vu. Once one starts to investigate ones mind, and peel off the very layers of 'consciousness' through applying the practical tool of Self-forgiveness within self-Honesty, one starts to come to an actual real-live understanding/realization of what for instance the 'phenomenon' of Déjà-Vu really is, or any kind of 'illness'/disease of the mind - and this is accomplished through merely having the guts to look within self as the truth of ourselves that we have always been trying to hide within ourselves.

What a Déjà-Vu is within the context of ourselves as the mind as a pre-programmed, pre-designed program of predictable reactions is but the evidence that indeed we are a program, as an already pre-designed 'plan' that we are simply walking out, within the belief that we are 'unique' and 'special'. Yet, for those that have experienced the Déjà-Vu, you may notice that while the Déjà-Vu is happening, no matter how you react to it, it all seems to be part of it, even the thought of 'holy shit, I'm having a Déjà-Vu' - clearly showing/revealing to us that nothing of what we think, feel or experience within ourselves and about reality is in any way unique or special as it is all 'just happening to us' and 'just part of the program' and we're but 'watching it happen/unfold'. So then, when it has passed we just brush it off, saying 'wow, I just experienced a Déjà-Vu' and continue with our lives in complete ignorance of 'what just happened to us' as we are completely unaware of who we are.

At this point the human being is a system, it is not life/reality - and it is now walking out its pre-programmed path of reactive behavior wherein everything we experience just kind of 'happens to us', and we are in no way even aware of the fact that we are but a program, as we really believe that we are 'unique' and 'special', which is by the way also part of the program.

One should only look at this reality and the way that the human being has managed to fuck up earth, nature and the animal kingdom as that which is actually aware of itself as life - to realize the extent to which the human is not aware of what it is doing and who/what it is at all and consequently does not take any responsibility for its actions here in existence.

Though all hope is not lost for the human to realize itself as life, become aware of who it is and take responsibility for itself as existence - and to then direct existence within the principle of what is best for self as life/existence itself, instead of merely living out a program of destruction as what we are doing at this moment. Through walking a process of applying self-forgiveness within Self-Honesty, we are able to become aware of the system/program/robot that we have allowed ourselves to become and to stop ourselves as this program that is not life - to then birth ourselves as life as the actual reality.

Then we will not need scientists anymore to tell us what is real and who we are - as we will stand/exist as reality itself. So, investigate Desteni where you will receive support to start walking your process out of the program that is the mind and into life.

Also get to know about an Equal Money System - as our opportunity to consider that the capitalist system as the program of destruction that we are currently walking out in this reality, is not 'God' - and realize that change is possible!

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2012 Do your Guide Still read the Newspapers?

As so many guides, angels and spiritual beings have given us messages of Hope, Light and Love through channels and psychics with regards to the year 2012 - and even 'mainstream' people like Oprah and Jim Carry start talking about 'the light', 'awareness' and 'eternal bliss' - I suppose it's about time, now that we are the year 2012, that we have a serious look at all these prophecies and predictions about what will/may/could happen in 2012.

The point that is for instance quite fascinating with regards to 'messages of Hope for 2012' is that simultaneously the earth is starting to fall apart extremely rapidly. Ecological and economical disasters are taking over life on earth - and more than ever has the internet as the global network of information confronted us with the lies and deceit that has been done by our governments and by the corporations that we have always trusted with our lives.

Many unpleasant truths about our reality are surfacing and being exposed through people like Michael Moore, David Icke, Michael Tsarion and Alex Jones. It's interesting that when we started getting to grips with just how much we have been destroying the earth and how severe the consequences of our existence here actually are - up comes the message of spirituality with 'the power of now' and 'mindfulness' - all these 'self-made Guru's' start popping out of the ground like mushrooms, telling us to look up towards the light, as there is where our true bliss, happiness, love and peace lies that we are searching for.

We are being offered 'an escape' if you will, a convenient 'way out' of the mess that we face at this point within our reality. And even though it seems as though we are at some sort of 'tipping point' in human 'spiritual evolution' where the human will apparently, according to many prophecies and messages of 'beings of light', go to a higher vibrational density/frequency and eventually 'dissolve into light as energy' - when we have a look at human behavior in terms of beliefs throughout history, we may notice that this 'belief in the light' and 'desire to follow the light' and 'desire to become one with/amalgamate with the light as God as all that is Good' has in fact always been here. We can see it in the artwork of humans, in their lifestyles and religions - humans have always desired to 'be of light', which basically means to want to occupy itself with all that is 'pretty', 'lovely', 'good', 'wonderful', 'magical', 'mysterious', 'shiny' and 'glamorous'.

Spirituality in all its aspects that we find in society today is in essence no different from for instance consumerism or any form of religion - as it is all founded and based on one singular desire, which is the desire of the human to 'possess the light', to experience 'the light' - and some do this through praying and others through meditating, chanting mantra's, playing or listening to music, shopping and spending lots of money, wearing new and clean clothes, having sex, dancing, eating, etcetera...
In fact every and any desire that the human has within anything that it does in this world within itself has got all to do with basically the desire to experience 'the light' as 'energy', as 'ecstasy', 'the divine' - always going and reaching 'higher', far away from this world and its apparent 'lower vibrational frequency'.

And if we have a look within common sense at our reality in relation with this desire that is apparently inherent within human beings - it seems to be evident that it is in fact this very desire to experience 'heaven' as some kind of energetic experience within self, that has caused us to not look at or notice what we are doing here on earth. So we were in fact creating a complete mess, by not paying any attention what so ever to what the consequences would be to our behavior here on earth, to our every action, as we have always been too busy looking for God 'up there', reaching for the light, hoping, waiting, attaining, longing, desiring. And now here we are, at the absolute breaking point of our existence where we are stuck in our own creation that is nothing but the result of ages of neglect of what is really here as earth, nature and the animals - and obviously, what do we do?

We do not take a moment to look around and consider that we may be responsible for what is happening on earth - we do not realize that earth has not always been Hell, as that just is what we humans have made of it through having allowed ourselves to be gullible and ignorant. Nope, what we do is turn towards the light even more resolute - blinding ourselves to the ultimate degree because we have gotten to the point that we simply cannot handle our own reality anymore - the chaos of this reality is driving us mad so we turn to meditation to numb us into silence and apparent 'peacefulness', believing ourselves to be 'one with everything', when how can that be as all we've done is silenced our minds instead of investigated reality and ourselves from the starting point of realizing that this 'chaos' that we experience inside of ourselves, as apparently due to 'the outside world', is our responsibility as what we have allowed to exist through our participation in the human reality of absolute unwillingness to take responsibility for earth, animals and nature and for each other as living beings.

Therefore, why do our 'guides' only offer 'a way out'? Why do our Angels, Guides and Spiritual Masters only tell us what we want to hear, which is to 'just follow the light and you won't have to look at your own creation, at earth' - instead of what we need to hear, which is to 'look at what you have created and take some responsibility, use your 'creative powers' as the living expression of yourself, stand up and create a heaven on earth for real as this is your responsibility as custodian of earth'?

As long as we desire for there to be angels, guides and masters and all other forms of 'magical beings/creatures' that give us lovely messages of hope, love, peace and happiness that we can seemingly lose ourselves in to for a moment escape what is actually really here - then there will be guides, angels and masters telling us exactly what we want to hear, because that is the world of consumerism as what we have created. In consumerism it is all about 'supply' and 'demand', wherein, as long as you have the money to pay for it - anything you 'demand', will be 'supplied', which is also why these guides, angels and masters have never done anything substantial to end poverty and starvation for instance, because they have always been just like us, which is only slaves to a capitalist system that doesn't actually really care about life.


So, don't be blind to what you read in the newspapers and what you see in the world - and realize that just because someone says it is OK to only look into the light and to not consider anything of this world, and just because it makes you feel good, doesn't mean it is the truth. Rather have a look within common sense at yourself and at the world - and consider that there is much that you don't know, much of this world and of yourself that exist and that you are unaware of, which is worth investigating instead of silenced through for instance meditation.

Investigate Desteni to receive support in being able to look at the world without turning a blind eye and to stand up to take responsibility for this existence as all that is here and to direct it to what is best for all life.

And support an Equal Money System as the practical solution for this world, one that considers all life and that does not support ignorance as what the human has always been living as.