2012 Is Individuality a Program? Unraveling the Design.

Century of Self

In the documentary 'Century of Self', the 'transformation' of the human being from a being that simply works/lives for survival to a 'spiritual being' as one that desires for there to be more to 'life' than merely surviving is very well laid out, walking through the changes in society that created the changes in the self-perception and world-view of the human being.

This documentary clearly shows that there is much more to ourselves than who we believe/think ourselves to be, that there are factors that determine and shape our very personality and experience of ourselves that we've always taken for granted - more specifically these factors are the economic system as businesses and corporations that shaped our society and our experience of ourselves within it that we know today.

It is fascinating that the human being never really sees itself as a part of a bigger picture, in that is very gullible and naive as it will believe and copy its environment very quickly and easily, quite like a robot/computer is able to be programmed by inserting certain programs as knowledge and information about 'who/what it is', 'why it is' and 'what it is here to do'. The human being will construct its views and experiences of itself and 'reality' based on copied and accepted information and experiences rather than to investigate itself and reality to find out what is really going on within and as 'the bigger picture'.

Therefore the human being as who/what it is today will never truly consider itself to be but a product of certain events, changes and evolutionary processes that occurred in the past, and it will simply live out its 'programming' based on for instance the belief of 'individuality' - without even realizing or noticing that this concept of 'individuality' in itself is a concept/idea that was 'programmed into us' by our environment.

This is a point that is very well explained and laid out in this documentary 'Century of Self' - wherein they show what changes the society went through in terms of new scientific development that in turn shaped the external factors of society that shape a human beings perception/experience of itself and the world

Shaping the individual through consumerism

The 'scientific development' that made a great impact on the economic (and later on the political) landscape was specifically the theories and discoveries of Sigmund Freud. He discovered that the human has a subconscious and unconscious mind/layer underneath its conscious mind that is actually the driving force of the human being in this world, and these 'sub-layers' are filled with various hidden and suppressed emotional experiences and desires that could trigger a being into doing irrational acts --which then implies that the human being would actually be very easily influenced and directed by someone/something who knows how the mind works and who knows how to push the unconscious/subconscious 'buttons'.


With the advice of Edward Bernays, Freud's nephew and 'public relations adviser', the Business world would eventually apply Freud's theory in their advertisement and marketing strategies to direct, channel and use the unconscious desires of human beings to their advantage, by linking their products through symbols to unconscious desires of the human being. Thus, consumerism started because corporations and industries were no longer only focusing on what the human needed to live/survive, but on what the human (unconsciously) desired --which didn't necessarily have anything to do with what they needed.

And so, also the idea of 'individuality' started growing - wherein human beings were supported in advertisement to 'express their uniqueness' and 'individuality' through the products that they buy. 'to live' became equal to 'to consume/buy', as people would basically be presented with this new idea that they are 'an individual' and that this 'individuality' must be cultivated through buying certain products to show to the world the kind of individual that you are.

The idea that arose at this point was that the human being is 'so much more' than merely a being that tries to survive in this world. This notion of there apparently being 'so much more'/'something special' to the human being, which was called into being by corporations seeking to make more money through going from a market of limited needs/demand to one with ever changing demand/needs , is what would lay the basic foundation for the 'spiritual personality' that we are growing into today - as we search ever more diligently for our 'special purpose in life' and for 'who we really are' as the apparent specialness of our human existence.

The power of powerlessness

Now, this was happening around the 1950's, starting in the US. Based on Freud's theories about the unconscious mind, governments and corporations sought to use and direct these inner unconscious desires of 'the masses' towards a specific mind-set that benefited both the political and economical world - because, as Freud claimed, the inner desires of the human being are inherently evil and therefore must be suppressed/repressed, and at the same time conformed to a single goal that is to be determined by those in power.

However, towards the 60's, people started to 'rebel' against this conformity, ignited by a few people like Wilhelm Reich and Martin Luther King - large protests and campains were held by students on American campuses against the society that they apparently had to conform to, which was capitalism, religious doctrines, racial segregation and manipulation through advertisement as these students began to notice that consumerism is in fact a way to keep the people docile and distracted while the government could wage its violent war in Vietnam without being questioned. These 'rebels' were then seen as the 'new left', to which the government reacted very violently in their attempt to keep 'the masses' controlled, contained and conformed.

As a reaction to this violent attack from the government that in a way rendered the 'new left' with a feeling of powerlessness towards ever being able to change the status quo - they turned to a new ideology: "If it is impossible to get the policeman out of ones head by overthrowing the state, instead one should find a way of getting inside ones own mind and removing the controls implanted there by the state and corporations".

This new idea sounded in the era of the 'new self', the 'self-actualized human being' - based on the idea that 'the external world, like governments and the economic system doesn't need to be changed - as the human is perfectly capable of being happy/creating happiness within its own mind'.

From this, many 'spiritual movements' and therapies came forth that supported the human in cultivating this 'inner happiness' and 'self-actualization' and thus human beings again felt like they had found purpose and meaning to their lives, they found their point of 'individuality' wherein they were apparently freed from the grip of the corporations and the governments that were apparently trying to conform them into docile slaves.

Though what was not realized is that they may have felt as though the world has changed by cultivating 'inner change' through generating certain inner experiences, yet the political and economical structures that actually shaped and governed the world and the lives of each human being were still here and still very much in control. In fact, they were very busy searching for new ways of using and directing this 'new self' to their advantage.

What actually happened here was that the hold of the political and economical structures on people and the separation between those in power and 'the masses' only became stronger/bigger as politics and economics in a way moved to the background into the 'unseen' as human beings now existed within this belief that 'the inner experience shapes the world'. In this they never realized that this 'state of mind' only made them more vulnerable to being manipulated by those 'unseen forces' that were actually governing their lives.

Human beings became completely consumed by the idea of individuality, wherein 'the self' as the inner experience of self stepped into the foreground and took the center stage - losing all touch with the basic foundational structures that direct and govern this world, as they had 'given up' when they stood in the face of the violence exerted towards them by their own government. Instead of facing this inner defeat and being self-honest about what is really going on to continue to look for a way to change the basic infrastructures of this world to create a world that is best for all, they gave in to the defeat by looking away from it and distracting themselves by creating the opposite experience within themselves, which was that of 'self-glorification' as the belief that 'if I change myself on the inside, then the outside world will magically change'.

This never actually worked as human beings didn't even realize their very starting point of wanting to 'change their inner self', which was the experience of powerlessness towards the world. This glorification of the inner experience was in fact but an excuse that human beings used to not take part in the world anymore, to not have to deal with the reality of what it would actually take to in fact change this world - as they had accepted themselves as 'powerless towards the powers that be', 'powerless towards the world-structures'. So the only power they could experience was inside of themselves wherein they apparently had the power to 'become whoever they wanted to be'.

Out of this flowed various forms of apparently fantastic, wondrous, great and glorious 'inner experiences' such as 'love, peace and understanding' with the hippie-movement in the 70's, in which they placed their faith, hope and trust that these 'wonderful inner experiences' will 'magically' change the world. Yet - it obviously never did as beings would continuously overlook the actual real workings of this world because they didn't want to be confronted anymore with the very things they feared and felt powerless towards.

The consequences of individuality

As a result and outflow of these 'evolutions' in the mind-set of human beings due to various events in society - what we now have is a human being that is lost within its 'self-glorification' as the idea that 'my individuality and my inner experiences is all that exist', that is cunningly directed by corporations to 'keep the economy going' and by governments to ensure that 'the masses' will never again question 'the powers that be'. We are now in an age of mass ignorance that grew over time - as a result of human beings accepting their apparent inherent powerlessness towards this world and towards creating a world that is best for all, eventually turning towards the 'light' of spirituality and television that feed an inner experience of power. Yet we never realized that this experience of power is not actual power - it is actually powerlessness in disguise.

This explains why many beings react with aversion and rejection towards the message and idea of an Equal Money system as a political solution that aims at bringing about practical change in this world in fact, using the basic infrastructures that is here - because people don't want to be confronted with reality anymore, as they'd rather believe in the light and the positive inner experiences as the illusion of power. We have at this point in time become so disconnected from what is real because we fear what is real, we fear the government, we fear economics, we fear money and what it could do to us, we fear the power of the system, we fear police - because we have come to identify ourselves with the experience of powerlessness towards the capitalist system and politics, and we have even accepted it as 'reality' that is apparently 'unchangeable' as if it were designed by the very hand of God, never to be questioned by us 'common folks'. Therefore apparently our only choice is to distract ourselves with love and light and inner experiences, to at least create the feeling that we have power.

Is there a solution?

What this 'Century of Self' documentary clearly reveals and exposes is that the human perception and experience of 'self' as 'an individual' at this point in time is in fact a 'construct'/program that has been built up over time through 'shifts in consciousness' that occurred as reactions to certain situations/events that happened - very similar to how differences in 'mentality' between cultures are defined and shaped within major events that happened in the timeline of that particular culture, that caused the beings within that specific 'culture'/country to react a certain way and thus 'shift' their understanding/consciousness of themselves and the world.

So, what this essentially implies is that we as 'individuals' as a collection of thoughts feelings and emotions within ourselves that we call 'our identity/personality' - are/is a program and that we/it can thus be 'de-programmed'.

The reason why this realization is so important is because it is clear to see that we have become lost in our programming and we have made a mess of this reality, because we never realized ourselves as who/what we are, which is basically programmable robots. Once we realize that we have been programmed, we can de-program ourselves and 'recreate ourselves' into a being that stands as what is best for all life within and as the self-directive principle of life, to ensure that we never allow ourselves to make such a mess of reality ever again.

Visit www.desteni.org to get to the practical how-to of the process of de-programming that is ahead for each one of us - so that we may stand up to direct this reality without fear and practically create a world wherein each living being can live in dignity.

And read about the Equal Money system to get to know what is possible within this world - in the first book about Equal money 'The Future of Money - Volume 1'

A Remarkable Interview by an Atlantean female through the Interdimensional Portal

"Atlantis -- The untold History -- (Exclusive) -- Atlantis"



This is a very remarkable interview that I have come across - it is an interview made by an Atlantean female -- yes, from the (former) existence of the Atlantean race, of which there are many theories, books written, investigations made, etcetera...

Now, what is remarkable about this interview is that the being in this interview is simply sharing her story, without any 'airy-fairy', glorified, spiritualist, positive message/tone/underscore about it. It is actually quite down-to-earth, as simply someone sharing their story, regardless of who is listening. In this point lies the great difference with this 'interdimensional portal' and other 'channels' and 'mediums' that 'channel' a being from 'the afterlife' or wherever - because this specific being is not trying to convince anyone of any kind of message, quite unlike the angels, guides and spiritual beings that are often being channeled through 'regular' channels in this world.

I found this interview very pleasant to hear and listen to, as it allowed me to be able to consider placing myself in the shoes of this being for a moment - which is fascinating and interesting as she is an Atlantean, of which I obviously had this image/idea within my mind of a 'mythical creature' that cannot actually possibly be 'real', according to how I have always experienced 'reality' to be. So, because she (as the Atlantean being in this interview is a female) wasn't using specific 'positive' terms/words to pervade her 'message' but was rather simply sharing her story of her life - I could easily see myself in her shoes and consider how I would be and experience myself in that kind of existence when Atlantis was a reality if I were there.

I quite enjoyed listening to this being speaking due to its down-to-earth nature, wherein I did not get the feeling that this being is somehow 'greater' or 'more' or 'superior' than me just because she is 'an Atlantean', but I could see that it doesn't matter how you define yourself, what your name is, how you look, when, where or how you existed and in what form, in essence we are all equal in experience, in existence. And that is the point that I have always seemed to have been missing when hearing the channelings of the 'typical' channels in this world - as the beings that usually get channeled seem to always be sending out some sort of message to the world, wherein it seems as though they are already placing humanity in an inferior position as apparently 'in need of guidance' and then providing the apparent 'guidance'/'answer' - and within that I get the feeling that they are in some way 'untouchable', like an 'angel' or a 'God' that cannot be questioned and is apparently ultimately better than us 'mere mortals'.


So, this is definately an interview worth checking out for all those who are interested in hearing a refreshing perspective/story/view on what Atlantis was like and what 'being an Atlantean' was like.






The following interviews (part 2 to 12) can be found in the Eqafe Store

2012 What is 'Déjà-Vu'? - Investigating the Religion of Science

A 'Déjà-Vu' is that eery, uncanny feeling of 'almost being able to predict what is about to happen' within a situation - wherein one experiences oneself as if in a state of dreaming, where 'reality' seems to become somewhat strange yet at the same time more 'lucid'. Some Déjà-Vu's last for a second or two and are just a vague feeling of familiarity and others can be so clear and long-lasting that one is in fact able to predict what someone is going to say the second before they say it or what will happen the second before it happens - and almost all human beings experience this at one point or another in their life.

Science has tried to come up with an explanation, not wanting to leave anything to be claimed by 'spiritualists' and 'religious people' as apparently 'God's way of communicating with us' or 'a sign that there is 'more' to life than what can be scientifically proven' - so their research has come up with the theory that a Déjà-Vu is an 'anomaly' within the memory wherein our brain automatically constructs a way of interpreting/experiencing a situation based on a past experience, causing us to in fact in that moment exist in our memory, which then makes us experience this 'strange' sensation that 'I have been here before'.

Though, this 'scientific research' is not in fact based on genuine introspection and investigation into the actual inner workings of the mind - as what scientists basically do is look at reality, even their own minds/brains/inner workings, from a distance - poking and prodding around to get some kind of grip/control on 'who they are' and 'what life is', to in a way be able to feel safe and secure and to feel as though they have everything under control - which basically stems from an experience of fear within themselves, a fear of the unknown, fear of 'the unexplainable', fear of 'the great black void' within themselves that cannot be defined, which in essence is fear of death - as death is the one thing that human beings cannot possibly control and it scares the shit out of them.


So they try their best to make life/themselves as much 'under control' as possible through knowledge and information that they store in their minds in an attempt to cover up who they really are as the inner undefined/undefinable experience of self.

So really, how can we expect these 'scientists' that are basing their investigations on the fear of life/death as that which cannot be defined, that which simply 'is', to tell/show us what life is as what is actually real and what the truth is of this reality, while they themselves are in fact too afraid to even look at life, to look within themselves and investigate themselves within the realization that 'I am HERE - therefore I am LIFE'?

How can we honestly believe that we hold the 'answers to life' when these 'answers' in themselves are essentially based on knowledge and information as words that we have simply copied and cloned from our parents and all those that have gone before us - without ever even questioning these basic 'building-blocks' of our very understanding of this reality - therein merely basing all our so-called 'investigation' and 'research' on our 'belief' that what we learned/copied/cloned from our parents was 'the truth'? Therefore, when looking at science in this way - isn't science then not also a 'belief-system', a 'religion', wherein we place our 'good faith' in our parents, educational systems, books, teachers and previous generations as our 'Gods' that have presented us with the ways in which we should 'understand'/'see'/'interpret' reality?

So anyways, back to investigating the Déjà-Vu. Once one starts to investigate ones mind, and peel off the very layers of 'consciousness' through applying the practical tool of Self-forgiveness within self-Honesty, one starts to come to an actual real-live understanding/realization of what for instance the 'phenomenon' of Déjà-Vu really is, or any kind of 'illness'/disease of the mind - and this is accomplished through merely having the guts to look within self as the truth of ourselves that we have always been trying to hide within ourselves.

What a Déjà-Vu is within the context of ourselves as the mind as a pre-programmed, pre-designed program of predictable reactions is but the evidence that indeed we are a program, as an already pre-designed 'plan' that we are simply walking out, within the belief that we are 'unique' and 'special'. Yet, for those that have experienced the Déjà-Vu, you may notice that while the Déjà-Vu is happening, no matter how you react to it, it all seems to be part of it, even the thought of 'holy shit, I'm having a Déjà-Vu' - clearly showing/revealing to us that nothing of what we think, feel or experience within ourselves and about reality is in any way unique or special as it is all 'just happening to us' and 'just part of the program' and we're but 'watching it happen/unfold'. So then, when it has passed we just brush it off, saying 'wow, I just experienced a Déjà-Vu' and continue with our lives in complete ignorance of 'what just happened to us' as we are completely unaware of who we are.

At this point the human being is a system, it is not life/reality - and it is now walking out its pre-programmed path of reactive behavior wherein everything we experience just kind of 'happens to us', and we are in no way even aware of the fact that we are but a program, as we really believe that we are 'unique' and 'special', which is by the way also part of the program.

One should only look at this reality and the way that the human being has managed to fuck up earth, nature and the animal kingdom as that which is actually aware of itself as life - to realize the extent to which the human is not aware of what it is doing and who/what it is at all and consequently does not take any responsibility for its actions here in existence.

Though all hope is not lost for the human to realize itself as life, become aware of who it is and take responsibility for itself as existence - and to then direct existence within the principle of what is best for self as life/existence itself, instead of merely living out a program of destruction as what we are doing at this moment. Through walking a process of applying self-forgiveness within Self-Honesty, we are able to become aware of the system/program/robot that we have allowed ourselves to become and to stop ourselves as this program that is not life - to then birth ourselves as life as the actual reality.

Then we will not need scientists anymore to tell us what is real and who we are - as we will stand/exist as reality itself. So, investigate Desteni where you will receive support to start walking your process out of the program that is the mind and into life.

Also get to know about an Equal Money System - as our opportunity to consider that the capitalist system as the program of destruction that we are currently walking out in this reality, is not 'God' - and realize that change is possible!

2012 Who is Burzynski and Why is it illegal to cure Cancer?

Burzynski is a medical doctor and Ph. D biochemist who has a clinic in Texas, USA that specializes in curing people who have cancer by means of his own self-designed medications called 'antineoplastons' - I stumbled upon this documentary 'Burzynski - Cancer is serious business' and that is how I came to know about the curious case of Dr. Burzynski.

This documentary aims to show that in spite of his clinic having saved many people's lives by curing cancer through the use of these 'alternative' drugs, he has continuously over many years been sued and 'attacked' by the FDA, the National Cancer Institute and many other traditional medical practitioners.

When I first saw the documentary, I was shocked to see that this was going on as the documentary clearly shows these National Institutes, who are supposed to be there to do what is best for the people, suing and attacking him for no apparent reason, trying to stop his business only because it does not follow the traditional way of practicing medicine.

The documentary stated that chemo-therapy, which is basically bombing the body through chemical radiation and hoping that the 'bad cells' die and that the person still lives through it, is the generally accepted way of treating cancer, wherein there is still a high risk that the person does not survive the treatment - yet this alternative treatment and drugs of Dr. Burzynski that uses a non-toxic concoction of peptides that serve to add certain elements that the body needs to prevent cancer from forming gets shot down and immediately put off as 'bad' for reasons yet unknown.

He was often sued on grounds that had nothing to do with whether or not his medicine actually worked, but rather because of having apparently broken some paperwork-law - and this is the reason why he had to be shut down by the National cancer institute and the FDA. When having viewed this documentary one would tend to believe that something fishy is going on here and ask oneself the question 'Why does the traditional medicine see this alternative medicine as such a threat? - What is going on here?'.

Then I did some more research on Dr. Burzynski and his Wikipedia page had nothing but negative news about him, basically the opposite of what the documentary showed. It was clear that Wikipedia was in defense of traditional medicine.

However I am not going to discuss or try to prove whether or not Dr. Burzynski's method works, or who is right and who is wrong, what is real and what is not - because how would I know?
Yet, I would like to address the underlying problem that is at the very bases of this entire discussion and conflict between these two parties within the world of 'curing people from illness'.

Because it is clear that what this is about is money - the reason why medical practitioners don't get along, the reason why there is speculation of 'foul play' from either the medical board or from Dr. Burzynski. There is always this feeling/experience of distrust and suspicion, like a question in the back of our minds going 'Can I trust this person? - Who can I trust?'. And the reason for trust to be so unstable in our world, is because of money, it is because trust can be bought and that means that no one in this world has real true integrity that can be trusted unto eternity.

Money is what moves people in this world, money is what decides our lives, money is God in this world and the problem is that the system that coordinates the money towards people is not set up in an equal way. The money system is founded on the principle of competition rather than mutual support and this implies that people will lie, cheat, manipulate and twist the truth to be able to get their hands on that which apparently grants us life, which is money.

So, just because the FDA and the National Cancer Institute are institutions that are presented by society as these 'solid' structures that we can apparently trust and invest our money in, doesn't mean that they can in fact be trusted, because even at the 'official' level there is money at play - and money moves invisibly, as money is that which is invisibly always in the back of everyone's mind but that no one ever voices.

In this world it is very possible to be screwed over by your own government due to money, or by someone claiming to have found the cure for cancer - bottom line is that there is no certainty in this world as to who and what is really to be trusted because the reality is that it is each one for themselves in this system, each one providing for their own family. And the willingness of human beings to then turn a blind eye to those that suffer the consequences of this system of competition is evident as we are faced daily with images of millions starving to death but apparently no real solutions found or applied as of yet.

And we've found no solution to these types of problems, be it starvation or curing cancer, because we have not yet been willing to look at the real problem, at the real cause of this problem - which is the fact that at the moment the human being does not care about life, the human does not really care about its fellow being except for its own blood-relations, and the reason for that lies within the design of our monetary system which is that of capitalism as competition, 'survival of the fittest', 'dog eat dog', 'individualism' and the pursuit of personal happiness instead of collective happiness, which only supports the selfishness, self-involvement and the ability to shut itself off from the world and live in a self-created bubble world of luxury within the human being.

The only reason why people would screw another person over is because they have money on their mind, of which they only want more and more and more - to eventually become the ultimate winner in this game of capitalism, leaving all others behind to starve to death with no money. And we've actually come to believe that this kind of attitude/mentality is who we really are, this 'survival of the fittest' wherein we are able to sacrifice another so we may live as the apparent brutal 'primitive' nature of the human being - though if we were to really have a look and investigate the very foundations of reality, we may come to an interesting conclusion, which is that the 'survival of the fittest' has got nothing to do with anything but with money. Money is that which determines the 'game of life' wherein one is able to loose all or win all - in a system that does not care about the beings participating in it.

However what we seem to have forgotten, is that capitalism is not life, it is not 'nature' - capitalism as our monetary system and our society is a system that has been created by human beings' participation in it over time. Therefore it can be changed and therefore our entire experience and view of ourselves and life can be changed - all it takes is to change our money-system from one of competition and fighting each other, to one of support and equality.

And this is a realization derived from the 'fact of life' that the output of a being equals the input - this means that children who are born in a system that supports them in equality with all living beings, will become the living application of that equality.

So, in terms of finding cures for cancer - in a system of equality, where the support of life is the primary concern, human beings may find themselves to actually care about what they do instead of allowing money to determine their every move. There will be no more excuses to lie, cheat or twist the truth towards another, because there is no more point of struggle and fighting to survive, no more fear that makes us only think about our own personal future and our personal belongings.


Cures will be found for all sorts of diseases that we now see as 'incurable', because research will no longer be bound to money, and everything will be taken into consideration - it will no longer be like what we have now, where medical practitioners fight each other because the whole thing evolves more around money than around actually assisting and supporting humanity.



Check out The Equal Money System and consider the solution that is inevitably becoming reality because there are no more excuses to the abuse of life that we have been allowing to exist in this reality - it ends here!

2012 why I heard to the Desteni Message

Desteni and their message can create much controversy in the realms of the internet, especially back when they had all their video's of Sunette as the interdimensional portal 'channeling' all conceivable beings in existence on youtube - these channels have been taken down by youtube because they were being flagged by beings who felt that the Desteni message wasn't 'resonating' with them, they felt threatened in some way - so, like I said, the Desteni message has created some controversy. Mainly because it is such an unusual message, that is brought in an unusual way - and human beings feel threatened by everything that is unusual, which we then all too automatically judge as 'weird', 'strange' and 'freaky', all words that we have assigned a negative emotional charge, so based on these judgments we will often decide that something is 'bad' and 'negative', not ever really fully understanding what is being presented to us because we're not really willing to investigate with an open mind.

This is something that I have noticed when I brought up Desteni in a conversation with friends and family and in the way that people sometimes react to the Desteni message as what those who are walking the Desteni process of self-change are expressing to the world. So what made me then hear the Desteni message? How come the Desteni message 'resonated' with me and not with many others?

The reason I ask myself this question is because if one were to fully investigate what Desteni is about and apply the tools that is being presented such as self forgiveness, self honesty and self-corrective application, one would come to the realization that what Desteni shares is the most important message that has ever been expressed in this reality - a message that would save us all, as something that we as all of humanity have been waiting for since the dawn of man. They present the ultimate solution to this world, a solution that is based on actual real life investigation and application of these tools that has proven its effectiveness through time and that has been brought forth by the people behind Desteni.

Looking back at when I discovered Desteni and the 'state of mind' that I was in that made me 'susceptible' to their message - I can say that I was in a general feeling of lostness, despair even, I felt like I had no sense of direction. Ever since I got out of high school I had been attempting to 'make something of my life' as what was apparently expected of me by my family and society, though all of my attempts ended up in me basically giving up within this feeling that I simply don't see the point. I didn't see the point of why I had to do all these things with my life, what is the purpose of life anyway.

this experience within myself, a sense of dissatisfaction with my life and not really knowing fully why or how I got to that point of feeling like I did, led me to start investigating into spirituality as the feeling that there must be something 'more' to life than what I was experiencing, a reason behind it all that I must have always been missing. I read books, I meditated, went to a meditation course (Vipassana), tried visualization, got into 'The Secret' (Law of Attraction) and eventually started doing research on the internet about various topics that seemed to go into the 'hidden reality of this world' like all the conspiracy theories, unexplained events, the paranormal, the supernatural, UFO's, cropcircles, etcetera in which I could dig deeper and deeper and deeper yet it never seemed to end. And I was just looking for something, some kind of answer, some kind of purpose, anything - because I had this experience within myself on not understanding who I am or what life is or why I am here.

And even though I meditated and participated in all the spiritual beliefs, I still didn't quite 'get it' - as to the 'why?' of everything, of this entire reality. Then I came across a video of Sunette 'portalling' Hitler from the afterlife - and the first thing that struck me was that this was definitely unlike anything I had ever come across. It's funny that even though here was this girl who could apparently leave her body completely and Hitler as a demon from the 'interdimensional existence' could step into her body entirely and speak to us on this youtube channel, as something that is in fact totally out of the ordinary - I still felt like this was the most real, honest and direct expression that I had ever seen/heard, maybe even in my entire life.

I immediately started investigating the Desteni material and found that their message was exactly what I had been looking for - because what they shared was not just one of many spiritual messages of love and light and divinity that is mostly based on belief, hope and pretty words, which had only seemed to be instilling this inner confusion only further. What they presented was an actual practical solution, a tool to work with, which is self forgiveness and writing to freedom - that anyone could apply for themselves to truly find out who self is. the only necessity was for me to find out for myself whether or not what they shared was real or not by applying the tools. And so I did - I started applying self forgiveness and I started writing myself to freedom and instantly I could see, within applying myself, that this 'works'.

I saw that this was the answer that I had always been looking for, the only answer that could ever be real - which was where I would, rather than meditating to some energy based on a belief or placing my hopes and expectations for a better life in the hands of some Guru, master or guide and their message of bliss and love, learn to take responsibility for myself and face myself as who I am completely. This is something that I have in some way always known to be the answer to 'life' as who I am though what had always been missing was the practical tools to do this - and these tools is what I found at Desteni.

Desteni did not expect me to believe in their message or to blindly follow them in their 'convictions', as opposed to what I had always experienced with all the beings in my life like my family, teachers and politicians - but they made it very clear that whether or not you will be effective in realizing who you really are as life itself as oneness and equality is completely dependent on your application of the tools, which is the point of self-responsibility.

this is the point that I have found to be all determining - having walked the process of self-realization since 2008. Because within me taking responsibility for me in every moment of breath, standing as me as the living statement of life itself - I determine and decide who I am, I decide my purpose. Therefore there is no more searching, hoping, expecting or longing for a 'purpose in life' as something separate from myself - as I am the purpose of life, within and as who I really am as I live here, within full awareness of who I am and within full responsibility of myself as the determining factor of my life.

Within applying these tools of self forgiveness, self honesty and self-corrective application, I have been able to permanently stop this experience of lostness, despair and uncertainty within myself as I realize that I am responsible for me, therefore I have the ability to stop all such experiences within myself - and the key has always been self-responsibility.

So, back to my initial question of 'why is it that I have been able to hear the Desteni message while others haven't?'. What I found is that I was open to try anything, to investigate anything, as I was determined to find out about life as what is going on in this world and who I am here - simply because I had lived a life that did not please me, I could not find anything that would make me feel good about myself anymore. It's like Desteni was my only option, my only 'Destiny' - so it's obvious that as long as people have things in their life that they do not want to give up, they will not consider that change is possible and even necessary. It's only when you lose everything that you will start looking for answers and start to open yourself up to the possibilities of what is here. This is the 'human nature' as the ego, wherein people will keep on participating in good, positive feelings as ignorance and unawareness as long as they possibly can - believing that this is who they really are, when really it is not.

So, what is necessary for humanity to start hearing Desteni as the message of change? Obviously what is necessary is for all of our lives to start collapsing, for us to lose the things/people in our lives that we keep holding onto within the belief that we need them to exist - so that we can realize that this is not who we really are and so we can stand up as the living expression of who we really are as life as oneness and equality within and as complete self-responsibility.

And why is this change necessary? Because if we do not start taking responsibility for who we are within ourselves, we are unable to really take responsibility for this world - and the result of that is what we are at the moment faced with, which is the complete destruction of this planet of earth due to to parasitic nature of the human ego that does not consider anything other than it's own personal feelings of happiness, bliss and love and that does not in fact see what is really going on in reality.

It's time we stand up and realize who we really are as life as self-responsible beings that take responsibility for all of life as what is here.
So visit Desteni, as it is our only destiny - and the destiny of earth.


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2012 Is Sai Baba coming back to save us all?

He will give you everything. For He is everything. He gives you His Self without any conditions. The only way to love Him is to love without thinking. Never plan... forget worry... dismiss desire... do not even try to understand His ways. If you have called His name then whatever that comes your way is His plan... His will and His worry!
~Sri Sathya Sai Baba~

Sai Baba was an Indian 'Guru' who became popular during the seventies - he claimed to be the reïncarnation of several Indian Gods, to be able to perform miracles and to be brought here to earth to bring 'justice' and 'universal love' back to humanity.

His followers were, and still are, within the millions - though he has lost a lot of loyal devotees when word got out that he sexually harassed and molested some young male devotees, while he professed that he was free from desires as the apparent 'highest good'.


Now in this previous statement that he made, he advises human beings to basically place their lives/will/worries/... in the hands of 'God', who will then guide them through their lives and take care of everything - all they have to do is follow and accept whatever happens in their lives as 'the divine plan of God'.

He says 'dismiss desire' however this very statement here was made from a desire to have a purpose in life, the desire to make sense out of life, otherwise one wouldn't say such things about a God apparently handling everything if it wasn't for us desiring/expecting/wanting/needing it to be so. So here already is a point that does not make sense in his words and that proves his message to be contradicting itself and thus untrustworthy.

Also a quite impractical point in his words with regards to whether or not they will in fact serve life on earth, is that he basically suggests passivity as a principle to live by.

"If you have called His name then whatever that comes your way is His plan... His will and His worry!"

So, while it is obvious that the hell on earth currently that causes people to go and look for answers, a purpose and a God in the first place has been created by non other than the human being itself and not by God - he suggests to rather than fix our own self-created problems and live as the solution ourselves within the realization that we are in fact responsible for earth and our experience within it, to go and leave it all up to God and pretty much sit, wait and expect 'God' to simply fix it all for us. As if God in his all-knowingness will ever do this for us - because if God really is all-knowing then he is fully aware of the fact that if he simply helps us out of our self-imposed hell and gives us a 'second chance', that we're just going to fuck it up again as no real change is ever possible without an understanding and awareness of who we are and how we created this current mess in the first place.

Therefore God would know that the best medicine for our 'illness' is for us to 'sweat it out' - meaning that we face the fires of the hell that we have allowed to exist here on earth and then stand up from it and change it into heaven within the full awareness of our responsibility towards taking care of earth.


The same principle of 'no real change is possible without an understanding and awareness of who self is' goes for Sai Baba himself, for example where he would profess 'being without desires' without even understanding what desires is, where desires come from or why desires are seen as 'bad' - so it is no wonder that he would go and act out the opposite of what he preaches (by molesting the young males) as he doesn't even know who he is, because he simply accepted this idea and belief of himself being 'the reincarnation of this or that God/Goddess', without ever questioning it, which implies that there are things that he does not know about himself that are apparently directed by a higher power, like reincarnation and desires for instance.


So when it comes to changing the world in fact, the words and message of Sai Baba has proven itself useless and impractical - and only here for those who desire to place their responsibility entirely in the hands of a higher being/God/spirit and who thus want to hear these kind of statements as they make them feel good about themselves and the world.


There is no real change possible without taking responsibility for who we are at this moment - because the change will have to come from us, we have to be and live the change that we want to see in this world.


Investigate Desteni where you will find the tools for actually changing self within taking full responsibility for oneself - instead of hoping, waiting and expecting a 'higher force' to take care of things. We at Desteni have realized that the change will happen as a self-willed and self-motivated standing up of each one of us within realizing that I stand as the 'God'-principle of responsibility for all of creation and not the other way around.

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2012 - How much will Property cost in the Fourth Dimension?

When looking into the practicalities of ascension, for instance when we are already ascended to the fourth or fifth (who knows even the sixth) dimension, some questions come up that most beings don't really seem to consider when talking about ascension in 2012.

A lot of 'enlightened' beings or beings who claim they are enlightened have been writing books and giving seminars and speeches about 2012 being the year that many human beings on earth will ascend to a higher vibrational density, also known as the fourth dimension - some also say that earth as a whole will ascend, there seems to be some disagreement on this point.

But anyway, I assume this 'ascension'-process entails some change of scenery, like a change in how we see the world at this moment - otherwise why else would we even want to ascend, if not to escape the current world. So I guess that either we 'ascend'/'transcend' to a different place/plane or the world as we know it changes. Another option is that we simply dissolve into thin air as we become 'energy' completely - though that would simply imply dying, which is not really a novelty or something we'd have to wait for. So let's now assume that ascension means some kind of travel to another, better, more 'spiritual' place where our world will exist in harmony and we will all be happy.
And lets also assume that only the ones who are aware of the ascension process, which is all the beings who have read the books and heard the speeches of the 'enlightened' ones that have sent out the message of ascension, will ascend and leave all the other humans, plants and animals here behind existing in the hell that is at the moment our human reality.

So, we will be living with each other then, us the spiritual ones - we'll have to get along (but obviously because we're spiritual that won't be an issue), however I imagine there will still be practical points that have to be sorted out, as we'll all be sharing one planet/plane, quite like we are at this moment, only it will be nicer and happier - so there will have to be some kind of system to manage everything. Who will be the leader of that system? And how will we distribute the work that is necessary to be done so that we all can eat and have our basic necessities to survive on this planet/plane? What if there are some who don't want to cooperate because they want to be the leader and disagree with the decisions that are being taken? Will we have to build prisons in case some get into an argument and get real angry at each other and one accidentally kills the other - or will we have a 'nicer' and 'happier' way of dealing with conflict?

Sure I am spiritual and I want to get along with everyone, but when it comes to my survival, then I'm sorry but I'll want my fair share - as I imagine there will be those that try to have more than others, therefore we'll need laws to make some things clear as to what will be allowed and what not, so that our personal interests don't get in the way of another beings personal interests.

On this one planet/plane we're going to want to build our own lives with specific people that we love, doing things that we like, though we'll obviously still need to work because we'll need other people to for instance build our house and create stuff that I want to have in my house, that means that we'll need some kind of currency-system as well as a trading system so that each being that works for another will have something in return, which is only fair of course because there will be some doing more work than others - and this currency system will then require all of us to work as the goods that will be made by some will have a price and we'll all need money to buy those goods. After all, we can't just expect some to work for instance as a farmer while the rest just consumes the products that came from this persons hard labor - as our minds are programmed to 'fairness', wherein we want our personal 'fair share' so therefore we must give another their 'fair share' as well.

Which brings me to my initial question of 'How much will Property cost in the Fourth Dimension?' - which proves itself to be quite a valid question to this whole metaphysical, general topic of 'ascension'. Because it seems that we have never looked into the practical consequences of ascension - especially the point of 'will life really be better if we went to another place/plane/planet, or will it not just become exactly like earth at the moment as the living expression of who we all are on the inside, where our desire to 'ascend' or 'transcend' only reveals the desire to run away from what is here as this world, which is ourselves - within the realization that that which we see is ourselves as we see and experience all from the starting point of ourselves?'

Rather than ascending or wanting to ascend or transcend or anything that implies escaping or desiring to be anywhere but here - would it not make more sense to investigate ourselves as to how we got this way in the first place? Within the realization that we're just going to create the same mess where ever we go - by not simply taking responsibility for what exist right here.


Really it is actually quite unacceptable to even assume that we can simply leave this place without any consequences - which is what many rich people on earth also want to do by exploring the possibilities of living on Mars, so we can do the same there as what we did here on earth. So in this way, those that want to ascend this 'earthly plane' are no different than the elite of this world wanting to go live on other planets, as it is all escapism.


So, how about we find a solution for what is here first and get ourselves out of this escapism of the mind, which is this belief that we are for some reason not responsible for this mess that we currently find ourselves in which is what we as a human race made of earth.



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It is only common sense that we face what we've created and change it into something that is liveable.



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2012 Japanese Princess Reveals shocking News about 2012

A featured speaker at the Pythagoras Conference in 2012 is Japanese Princess Kaoru Nakamaru, well known in political circles and to the Japanese people for her interviews with many of the worlds most powerful leaders (also on American television she had her own interview documentary series called "Following the Sun" on PBS) and also very involved in bringing about 'world peace' with the "International Affairs Institute for World Peace". You could say she seems to have her finger in many puddings as she was also a member of the Ministry of Trade and Industry Council for eight years and an adviser to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs in Japan.

on the webpage of the Pythagoras Conference, of which the goal is to 'bring the best speakers in their respectable fields together to share their knowledge with others also seeking answers to their own inner questions' (http://www.pythagorasconferenceglobal.com/), you can see a speech of her towards, lets assume, everyone in the world --as this is a rather important message that she is sharing that concerns every human being on earth.

Since her third eye has opened in 1976 due to some 'fantastic experiences' that she went through, she has been able to communicate with beings on UFO's and with the beings living in the core of the earth, who have been informing her that on december 22, 2012, earth will move to the fifth dimension, passing through a place she calls 'noodle' for three days and three nights. During these three days and three nights earth will be completely be dark, no electricity, no sun, no stars, no nothing. She is now trying to bring awareness to humanity that we must 'purify our body and spirit' until that time so that we may survive as a 'spirit' - and those that will not hear this message, the 'non-believers' will go to 'another planet' - although here she doesn't exactly expand on this point, but it looks like a 'heaven' and 'hell' concept where those that 'believe' in this 'message of light and love' will pass on to a wonderful experience as a 'spirit' and those that do not 'believe' are sent to 'another planet' like a penalty for being 'naughty' because they did not believe in what they were supposed to believe in, which is the love and light and the spirit.

Either way, you are at the mercy of 'God' who thus accordingly decides whether you may experience heaven or hell based on what you believe in. It's though quite obvious that whatever you believe in, you will create your experience of 'heaven' or 'hell' for yourself simply by participating in beliefs - if you believe that you are good, then you will experience 'good' feelings and if you believe that you are 'bad' you will experience 'bad' feelings.

So, it seems that her solution to 'world peace' is that each one create their own inner heaven by participating in 'good' feelings like 'love' and 'light' - and then when that 'judgment day' comes, as the three days and nights of darkness, the good ones will be separated from the bad ones by God and the good will get to continue experiencing this love and light and the bad ones are sent to some planet to waste away.

This makes one wonder why we human beings have never been able to establish real live heaven right here on earth where we have an effective impact? - did God not want us to create a heaven on earth for all children to be born into - and if so, why not? I mean, here we are, talking about fifth dimensions as our apparent passage-way into heaven as love and light as an experience of hope - instead of using our directive self-empowered physical presence here on earth to be the God that roams the earth to create a heaven on earth so that we will not have to wait untill we've allowed earth to be completely destroyed to only find out in the 'after-life' that we blew our chances at ever experiencing heaven as we did not take responsibility for ourselves as the Gods of earth and for all living creatures on earth as our responsibility.

How can we truthfully believe that there is a God who is OK with us making a mess of life on earth while we wait for Him to give us a 'heavenly experience' as 'love', 'light', 'bliss', 'happiness', etc...? And when further investigating the point of 'God' - wouldn't 'God' then be the physical reality, like nature, the animal kingdom and all the cells and chemicals that make up our physical body as all that truly exists right here? So, really how could there be a 'God' that would allow us to abuse and disrespect Him as the physical reality as the universe as all that exist right here.

Because this is what we are currently doing - we are abusing, disrespecting, raping, selling, molesting, consuming and destroying God as the universe as all that really exist right here as the physical reality that is earth - and we seriously missed the point as to what heaven really is because we have this attitude of 'I am only here for a short lifetime, so why should I care about earth - this is just temporary', so we then believe that we are 'more than' and 'superior' to earth because we are unwilling to accept that the physical reality as birth and death is all there is, as that does not make us feel special inside. We will therefore allow a hell on earth to exist for many beings as long as I myself am safe and secure in this world, that I will just sit out, doing nothing substantial, waiting for my 'reward from God' as my special Heavenly experience after this life.

Meanwhile we don't see that we are God, we are the God that rules the universe as earth as the physical reality - we alone are the absolute determining factor of earth as the 'able body' that has the 'ability' to create heaven as an actual self-experience right here on earth.

Whether or not Princess Kaoru Nakamaru from Japan is truly speaking to aliens and God and whether or not there really are beings living in the earth's core is actually irrelevant when it comes to what is necessary for us to do while we are still living right here on earth, because while we are still here and not 'there', where-ever 'there' may be, we are very much responsible for existing within mutual respect of all that is here as nature, the animal kingdom and each other, we are responsible for creating a system wherein each life form is supported and respected in the best way possible. And obviously if we were to at some point go into another dimension or to another planet, we'd have to do the same, wherever we are we must consider all that is existing here - because if we do not then it doesn't matter where we go as we will always create the same fuck up by not respecting all of existence as ourselves and by not taking responsibility for all that is here at this moment, because 'there' will at some point be 'here' as well, so there's really no difference in that.

So, all of this pondering and predicting of the future as where we're apparently going to go and what is going to happen is quite useless because what happens happens, and what will happen will obviously only be a consequential outflow of what we do at this moment in time, as time has always merely been the accumulation of events and decisions that eventually lead us to this moment. Therefore if we make sure that we establish heaven right here, then heaven will be what we experience in the future, that is common sense that all can grasp equally - so heaven will not be given to us by God, it will have to be a self-created reality, just like the hell that we are living in as the experience of earth at the moment is also a self-created reality. We just have to change our starting-point within ourselves.


We change the starting point of ourselves as living beings from waiting for heaven to come to us while we allow hell to continue to exist on earth to standing up and taking up our responsibility as custodians and guardians of earth to in fact participate in establishing a real heaven for ourselves as one and equal with all living beings - get to know the Desteni 'I' Process as the process of getting ourselves back to earth and realizing ourselves as the God that roam the earth.


Visit Desteni as a group of beings presenting their process of Self-Change to support others in their process of Self Change.

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Check out this awesome interview by Bernard Poolman on 2012 Prophecies, Predictions and Playouts - where he talks about the real 'play outs' that is the result of the cumulated participations of Mankind in the mind as the complete disregard for what is life for real and what is really going on, a must hear!