2012 Search for Self with Self Forgiveness

A fascinating aspect of the 21st Century is the 'Search for Self' - we've all met someone, or we know someone, it may even be ourselves, who is 'in search of themselves'. They/we came at a point in their/our lives wherein they/we obviously felt somewhat lost, therefore a 'search for self' ensued. And the interesting thing is that they are most likely 'searching for themselves' by traveling around the world, doing things they've never done before, taking risk or spending a lot of time meditating in a forest or meadow. Why is this so interesting?

Why would we go searching for ourselves in places we've never even been, in things we've never done or in new relationships with people we don't even know so well? Doesn't it make more sense to, if you've 'lost yourself', go and search for yourself in the places that you have been throughout your life? After all you'd probably have a much bigger chance at actually finding yourself there, as we can obviously only 'lose ourselves' along the way that we have already walked. In fact it is completely ludicrous to even think about going into a new path when you are searching for something that you have lost along the road of the 'old path', yourself.

So what is this obvious self-deception all about? Why do we claim to be searching for ourselves and then do the one thing that will only take us further away from ourselves as what we've apparently 'lost'? Why do we not, in search of ourselves, retrace our steps to see if, where and how we have lost ourselves in our lives? Are we really that stupid or is it that we have a hidden agenda that we are not willing to voice when speaking words like 'I am in search of myself', 'I am searching for myself' or 'I am soul-searching' as to the reason why our words and our actions do not equate?

An interesting point to look at within this question is the realization that we only experience this sense of 'restlessness' as a feeling that 'something is missing', 'I am missing a part of me' when we are adults. When we were children we never even considered that we had to go 'searching for ourselves', that this was at all necessary or desirable, because WE WERE simply OURSELVES. It's not too difficult to figure out that the reason why the adult experiences this desire to go 'search for self' and the child does not, is because the being has in some way lost itself while growing up from being a child to being an adult - thus the feeling/experience within themselves that there is something missing, that a part of 'me' is missing and that they must now go and search for that 'missing part', grew.

So, how did the being become 'lost' through growing up? Actually it is within and through its participation in this illusion of 'searching for self' and 'soul searching', wherein they are not really interested in truly getting to know themselves as who they really are, they are actually looking for 'more', they want to be 'more' than who they really are and thus become completely lost in the search for more to the point that they eventually feel as though they're 'not themselves anymore'.

Thus begins the 'search for self', which is, as we can see, just another excuse of the human to keep participating in its desire to be and become 'more' than who they simply are, as the being doesn't consider that in order to in fact 'find self', one would have to walk backwards throughout ones life, retrace all steps that one has taken within the creation of the illusion of 'more' wherein one has actually lost oneself completely. Instead, the being chooses to only lose themselves even further in the illusion of 'more' by using the 'search for self' as an excuse to in fact do the opposite and basically flee as far away from themselves as they possibly can within 'going to new places', 'trying new things', 'making new relationships', 'creating new personalities', all of which are attempts to add 'more' to life (as if that is possible).

So, basically when human beings make the statement that they are 'searching for themselves' within the desire to 'travel new roads', know that they are lying to themselves and that the truth of what they are actually saying is that they want to get as far away from themselves as they possibly can, because all they really want to do is to not be with themselves, to not be confronted with the life that they have been living, to not look at their own life and themselves within it. They seek change, but not as an actual self-willed self-change wherein one has taken complete responsibility for ones entire being by having walked backwards through ones life and having applied self forgiveness to stop the old patterns that self had created in unawareness of who self really is to then walk the self-directed self-correction as the actual real re-creation of self. They rather want the illusion of change wherein they simply put on a different 'personality-suit' so they can FEEL as though they are a different person without ever having actually faced themselves or having taken responsibility for who they had allowed themselves to become.

No real self-change is possible without self-forgiveness! It is only common sense that the process that is required to be walked in order to really change as a being is not like it is being portrayed by all the self-development guru's and spiritual leaders, as something that is apparently 'wonderful' and 'magical' and 'a heavenly experience' of sorts, wherein you just kind of 'awaken' and all you have to do is 'be still within yourself', etcetera. That is again the attempt and desire to add 'more' to life, to make 'life' seem better than it actually is within and as certain feelings and experiences within self.

The real process of self-change is not nice or pretty, as you would have to actually face what you have allowed yourself to create within your greed for 'more' as you grew up in this world that caused you to apparently 'lose yourself' in the first place. The application of Self forgiveness is required to be able to look yourself in the eyes and to be able to embrace yourself so that you can start with a 'clean slate' to re-create yourself according to what is Best for All Life as who you really are as Life itself.


Stop participating in these mind games of apparent 'soul searching' that will never lead us anywhere but completely lost within our own desires for there to be 'more' than what is simply HERE as who we are as life. Life as who we are is the simplicity of a child and does not require us to go 'searching for it' within traveling to places or by meditating - we rather simply require to forgive ourselves for having allowed ourselves to deceive ourselves within our greed as the desire for there to be 'more' to ourselves as life, and not realizing that we have in fact within this only diminished ourselves by not wanting to accept ourselves fully as who we are HERE within and as the simplicity of life as HERE.

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The Greatest Scam of all time: Human Evolution

'Human Evolution' is that which subconsciously drives each one of us to continue 'surviving', to continue struggling away earning money and being positive, nice and friendly to our fellow human beings for the sake of building and maintaining relationships.

We all exist within this idea that 'life is going somewhere' and 'humanity is going somewhere special/important', therefore I have to do my best in this world to contribute to the 'superior gene-pool' of humanity to ensure the 'evolution of Mankind' - which is why we all adapt to the 'standards' and 'norms' that society sets for us in the shape of models and celebrities, why we all dress, act, talk and live our lives in pretty much the same way, because this way we can make sure that we and our family will survive in this world.

So why do we want to SURVIVE? Why is survival our most basic 'instinct' as that which we believe ourselves to be, that which seems so essential for us? The very act of 'surviving' implies that there is a struggle, an effort to be made, to be 'more than' just life here in this moment, to 'live on' into the future - though the reality is that we ARE simply HERE, we simply exist in this moment, as a 'bag of meat/flesh and bones', breathing, this is reality in its pure, actual form. So, then what is 'survival'? Where does it come from and why have we accepted the concept of 'survival', which in itself doesn't actually have anything to do with the physical reality of ourselves as a living, breathing body, to rule our life on earth?

What is interesting is that we will struggle, fight, worry about the future and endure many unpleasant emotional experiences of fear and worry to be able to simply survive, and that we will live out an entire life that was in a way already mapped out as we follow the examples of those that have gone before us, slaving away in and supporting a system that very obviously doesn't actually care about our lives, to then die of a heart attack from the stress build up, kill ourselves, or grow old suffering many pains that are the result of having battered our physical body throughout our life in order to survive. And yet we never seem to stop for a moment and ask ourselves the question of 'what is it all for?', 'why does it have to be this way?' and 'why is life such a struggle?', in fact we just accept this way of existing as 'who we are' and 'what reality is'.

And what keeps us motivated to continue living out our pre-planned life according to the rules of the economic system is this belief that 'it is going somewhere' and that the system is somehow evolving, going higher and getting better, to eventually reach some kind of pinnacle/goal that will in some way be great, wonderful and amazing and then our 'life's purpose' will apparently be fulfilled - even though nobody could tell you where it is exactly that we as humanity are going, or just how the goal we're about to reach will in fact be great, wonderful and amazing, just like we live out our own lives as if we will not some day just be old and worn out and will simply die, having to give up all that we've apparently been 'building up' throughout our lives here on earth.

We seem to be so memorized by the glitter and glamor of our 'progress' within technology and our ever expansive cortex, that are apparently showing us that we are in fact 'growing' and in some way 'evolving' because we're getting more clever, more intricate and complex and overall there's just more of everything and every one (I am only referring to human beings and what the human produces though - because strange but true, this human 'growth and expansion' and that of the planet itself is going in complete opposite directions of each other) on this planet than there used to be. Science is constantly finding out and revealing new explanations for how things function in this world and our society has apparently 'evolved' from the brutal and primitive 'dark ages' to our emancipated, (ideally) non-discriminatory society of today.

'Human Evolution' is used as an excuse to apparently prove that we're 'doing great' and to not question our current way of existing because apparently the human is in some way 'perfecting itself', turning into some kind of 'super-being'. The sudden rise and development of 'spiritual life-styles' and beings seeking enlightenment in some way or another also plays into this idea that this is the 'next step' in human evolution, wherein the human consciousness will 'take a leap' and 'raise its vibrational frequency', a 'shift' will occur and we will move into a new society, a new way of thinking, a new way of living and leave all of what we once were behind as it was 'of lower frequency'. This is all happening and beings are experiencing all of this from the starting point of accepting that whatever the human does and whatever is happening in our society, it is because we are 'evolving', thus 'becoming greater and better'.

So, why did I say in the title that Human Evolution is The Greatest Scam of all time? Have a look at what we base our idea and belief that humanity is evolving on, we base it on a feeling. We have a feeling within ourselves that is constantly telling us in the back of our mind that we have to keep fighting, we cannot give up the stress, worries, anxiety and emotional turmoil, we have to 'keep up appearances', we have to keep smiling, keep staying positive. But if you look closely at this feeling, you'll notice that this feeling is but a feeling that is not at all under-built with common sense, it doesn't say why or how, it's just that feeling. The problem here is that we have allowed ourselves to trust our feelings and not trust common sense, so we trust a feeling that is leading us blindly into living out some life of working (slaving) for a system until you drop dead without even knowing why exactly it has to be this way. We just FEEL like this is what we should be doing.

The fascinating thing is that if we for a moment ask ourselves the question of 'where is the human being really going?' and we look at what is really going on in this world - the reality debunks the feeling in a shocking way. We are destroying the earth and the animal kingdom and somehow we can believe that we are evolving. Our technology and scientific research may have become more complex, but at the same time the majority of the population is dumber than ever - kids are being slowed down in their development with bad nutrition and television and video-games that serve them bullshit stories and that only aim at entertaining the mind instead of supporting and educating it, ultimately creating a mind that is only fixated on entertainment instead of having the ability of working with reality in a respectful and responsible way to come up with solutions that will fix our problems in this world. Our supermarkets are packed with hundreds of various foods from all over the world and tuns of different kinds of processed foods, but at the same time there are millions of human beings that are starving to death. Can we honestly call this 'progress' or 'evolution'?

And isn't the reason why we have 'technological advancement' just a normal result of TIME, wherein it is obvious that whatever we create, will always go 'on top' of everything else that has already been created, wherein knowledge and information will be passed down from generation to generation so that the next generation uses the technology and products that is already here to make new products and technology with? Seriously, we all use electricity and home appliances everyday but we have no clue of where it comes from, how it has been created or how it works exactly - we just use it in the way that our parents and environment have taught us to use it.

And in terms of our society and 'social infrastructure' apparently having evolved, is it truly our minds that have evolved or is it that the way we think, feel and understand within and as our mind is shaped by what we learn from what our society teaches us? And the shape of our society at this moment is the result of revolutions, wars and conflict wherein certain traditions, laws and habits had to be re-assessed in order to 'keep the peace' between various groups within society/the world. Our minds though are still the same as they were so many ages ago, very gullible and easy to be programmed.


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It is clear that we cannot trust our feelings because 'Human Evolution' is obviously a lie, so it is imperative that we get to a clear understanding of who we really are so that we may stand as trustworthy beings that will bring about a world that is best for all life-forms.

2012 I fear Enjoying Life - The Corrective Action

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear enjoying life

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear enjoying myself in the moment

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define 'enjoyment' within 'getting recognition for my hard work and for my life' by other people

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'life is not meant to be enjoyed', 'it is meant to work'

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel proud of myself when i have been working hard and when i have accomplished a task/job/assignment within believing that i have proven my worth in this world and thus i can feel good about my existence here - by believing that my purpose in life is to work and 'achieve goals' and not to simply live

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look down on beings that don't work, that don't DO anything by judging them as 'a freeloader' and 'lazy', that I have connected with a negative energetic charge, as judgments that i have copied from my parents and grandparents - wherein i believe that i am superior to those that 'don't do anything' because I have allowed myself to believe that the 'values' of my family are real - instead of realizing that they are but beliefs and have absolutely nothing to do with reality that is HERE, as these beliefs are completely one-dimensional and ego-based wherein the entirety of reality is not considered, only the personal experience within and as the family-construct

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself with the belief that i have to work to prove my worth and value in this world, so that i can prove that i am worthy of existing to 'other people' as 'my family' - within and as the fear of being judged by them as 'lazy' and 'freeloader' as judgments that they often placed on other people that in their eyes were not 'productive enough' and were not 'effective/efficient workers' and were therefore inferior

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being judged as lazy because i fear experiencing the negative energetic charge that i have assigned to this word as what i copied from my family

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the word 'lazy'

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear relaxing here in the moment because i fear that my environment, as my family', will judge me as 'lazy' - based on experiences/memories in my life wherein my parents judged me as 'lazy' because in their eyes i wasn't doing enough and wasn't working and thus i was apparently 'inferior' and 'bad'

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if i do not work to prove my value and worth to other people, that i am 'bad' - as a belief that i have copied from my family as I often witnessed how my parents and grandparents judged other people within a negative energetic value/charge because they did not work

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define my worth and value and to define the value and worth of life within working and doing things in this world - and thus getting recognition from my environment for the work that i have done

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from value and worth by defining value and worth within working, doing things and getting recognition from my environment for the work that i have done

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the energetic experience of guilt with 'not working' and 'not doing anything/performing a task' - as how i reacted when my parents told me that i am lazy because i am not working and that i have to do something, anything but sit in front of the television all day, because that is apparently 'bad'

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself within the belief that 'life is not meant to be enjoyed' and to therefore fear relaxing, being here within and as the moment unconditionally as me

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as the feeling and belief that i constantly have to do something - and therein constantly experience stress and anxiety within myself

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that i am superior to those that don't work or work less than me and that i am inferior to those that work more than me - based on the belief that the value of life is determined through how much a being works that i have copied from my family

i forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to therefore believe that those starving people in Africa, or the poor people that i see sitting on the side of the street, have it coming to them and that it is their fault that they are in that situation because they don't work enough and they are 'lazy' - and to therefore feel superior to them - instead of placing myself in the shoes of every being in this world and realizing myself as one and equal with all of existence here and not just a pre-programmed robot that simply lives out a culturally designed program within and as the illusion of superiority as the ego of the mind

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself within and as my family and within the 'value-system' of my family as the belief that working is good and not working is bad and that i must work to prove my worth in existence, thus existing in constant fear, anxiety and stress as the fear of being judged as 'bad' and to thus be rejected by my family - instead of standing within and as oneness and equality as the self-directive principle of myself as life, as self-enjoyment and unconditional self-expression in each and every moment, within and as the realization that that is really 'what life is all about' as 'what is best for all life', and within the realization that the desire to work in order to apparently 'prove my worth' is an ego-desire within the belief that i am important and special, wherein i want to go to heaven and be seen by 'God' as 'good'

i forgive myself that i haven't allowed myself to realize that the belief that i have to work hard to prove that i am worthy of life and to get recognition from other people is a pre-programmed belief wherein i exist as a slave to consciousness as empty belief-systems that don't actually make sense and that aren't actually real as they only exist in the realm of the mind, which has nothing to do with life here as it only evolves around this fake, illusory idea that i am in some way special and important and that what i DO here in this world is in some way important and special, which isn't actually so

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word 'lazy' by fearing it, based on memories of my father calling me 'lazy' and telling me that i have to work, wherein i basically feared being rejected by my father - instead of realizing that my father's expression towards me is the expression of who/what he has allowed himself to become as what he has allowed to exist within himself as fears and beliefs, that he also copied from his parents, which don't actually have anything to do with me

i forgive myself that i haven't allowed myself to realize myself as one and equal with my father by reacting to his expression with fear, thus copying his beliefs and fears, becoming a mind consciousness system/robot, living out the beliefs and fears of the previous generations within and as the illusory belief that i am special and important as the ego of the mind

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from my environment as 'other people' by existing within and as the desire to get recognition for my work in this world so that i can feel good about myself, based on the belief that my worth and value is determined within what i DO in this world as what i can SHOW to other people - instead of taking responsibility for my environment as me and direct this reality into a world that is best for all, wherein i do not allow myself to exist within and as or be directed by beliefs such as 'i must work to prove my worth' as an ego-belief that exist within and as separation of myself from myself as reality, but wherein I consider all life as me and direct all within and as what is best for all as me



I realize that i am in no way special or important and that the belief that i have to work hard to in some way prove myself as 'worthy' to live is an ego belief that only serves the desire of the ego to feel superior to other beings and thus not take responsibility for all life here. If and when i see myself tensing up, worrying about the future and feeling as though i have to do something, judging myself as 'lazy' or wanting to prove to other people that i am superior through and within the work that i do and have done - i stop within myself and i breathe and i do not allow myself to be directed by this belief/feeling and i stand constant and stable here, within and as the realization of who i really am as life as oneness and equality - not allowing anything less than what is best for all life to exist within myself and thus allowing myself to relax and enjoy myself as life itself here within and as unconditionality.

I realize that relaxation is who i 'naturally' am - and that it is not normal to tense up or be anxious or nervous, as the experience of myself that i have copied from my parents - thus, i trust myself within and as the realization that relaxation is who i am as what is best for all life as me, as the possibility and freedom to express and experience myself as life within and as the living statement of me as oneness and equality as who i really am without beliefs, rules and 'values' as an attempt to limit life to serve the ego of the mind as the desire to separate myself from other beings and feel special and important.

I accept myself as the moment here and i relax within and as the realization that i am HERE, one and equal with my environment, one and equal with my parents and grandparents and all of existence here within and as this moment. And i realize that 'special' and 'important' doesn't actually exist as they are/were but experiences of the mind as the illusion of separation that i had allowed to exist within myself.



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2012 Should Reincarnation exist at all?

"A Past Life memory is the same as reading a few pages from a history book in the LIEbrary. The viewer is either a hero or victim in a story of self interest that is blown up to get attention." Bernard Poolman





My experience with reincarnation is that it fascinated me from the perspective of wanting to have a 'past life' that was obviously 'of importance' and 'special' so that i could feel 'profound', 'rich', 'deep' and 'important'.

I had some 'visions'/images/imprints in my mind when I was little which was a little bit like a memory of a 'past life', though back then I didn't pay any real attention to it, it simply existed within me as a part of myself, so what. It was only later in my life when I desired to feel special and unique in some way that I started digging into myself and giving much value to these type of 'curiosities', separating it from myself by glorifying this 'memory of a past life' as something that apparently adds much value to my existence here in this world - something that I could use as a reference point to show and prove to other people that yes indeed I am very special.

Though what I find shocking now, looking at how I have always existed in this world, is that while I experienced myself as apparently 'great', 'superior' and 'unique', I actually knew very little of myself and of reality - as I had taken just this one small part of myself, the 'memory of my past life' (which was really just like a vague short snippet from a dream), and blown it way out of proportion just so that I could feel 'important' and 'special' when I didn't even know where it came from, who I am or was within it, if I even really had a past life, if reincarnation is even real or anything, because I was so obsessed with just being able to feel like I am special for some reason in some way that I used this 'memory', of which I wasn't even sure that it was in fact a memory, for that purpose of blowing up and feeding my delusions of grandeur.

So in this way, the whole concept of 'reincarnation' has only been something 'fascinating', intriguing and apparently 'special' for me because of how thinking and believing that I have a past life made me feel, because surely it must mean that I am so much 'more' than who I am here within and as this life. I have always used the concept of reincarnation to serve my self-interest as the desire to feel special in this life here on earth, because it is obvious that I was basically very dissatisfied with myself and my life - I wanted suspense, I wanted adventure, I wanted to feel like a superhero of sorts, just like in the movies that I had watched. And compared to those movies, my life seemed and felt really boring.

So, realizing that there exist this image within my mind that almost feels like a distant memory but that is not from this lifetime that I am living at the moment, I immediately started going over and over this image in my mind to continuously generate the experience/energy of 'being unique/special'- desiring to remember more about past life times and to have these great eye-opening experiences and revelations so that I could talk about them to other people and so that I could get much attention and recognition for it.

I was so caught up with wanting to feel important in this world, that I deliberately glorified things about this reality such as the concept of reincarnation and the possibility of 'having past lives' so that I could personally feel special - though I never stopped within myself to realize and see what is actually really going on in this world. It never occurred to me to look at this reality as what it is without taking my personal desires, feelings and personality into the equation - but to simply see this reality for what it is. Because then I might notice just how absurd the existence of 'reincarnation' is - I might just notice how absurd my entire life is and has been, wherein I have always been existing within this inner experience of 'not being good enough', always looking for something outside of myself that will apparently 'make me better', without even knowing, seeing or being aware of why or how I got that way and experienced myself as such in the first place.

I might just have noticed that there is something really strange going on with and in this world - with all those spiritual leaders and scripts that speak about the apparent 'glorious process of reincarnation' wherein we are all on a journey to become 'the Buddha Consciousness' through having to come back here to this earth and suffer and learn lesson after lesson without remembering a thing about the previous lessons or if there even was a 'previous life' at all.

I mean, why does reincarnation exist in the first place? Why is there such a construct that has apparently been designed by 'God' or some sort of higher power/force that wants us to suffer like this, running around not knowing who we are, why we are and what is actually going on here?

And more importantly, why have we been accepting reincarnation as the governing force in our lives without ever questioning it's existence in terms of checking to see whether or not this is in fact what is best for all as what is common sense? Even those who say that they 'don't believe in God or a higher power and reincarnation' are still existing here on this planet as if this is not our home. All of us are seeing earth as some kind of 'space-station' on which we're just 'passing through' to get to our 'final destination' that apparently exist after death - which can clearly be seen in the way we interact with earth, nature, animals and all and everything that exist here in this physical reality - those who 'believe in god and reincarnation' and those who do not alike.

It is evident that reincarnation as the subconscious belief that 'there is something more after this life' and that 'this life is just a test/game' is what drives our experience and application of ourselves in this world, because we have as a human race collective not even once taken any form of responsibility for this reality and for ourselves within this reality - the consequences of which we are now slowly but surely coming to grips with.

So, indeed, reincarnation is just a way to side step immediate responsibility and action - it is an excuse that we have been using throughout the ages to postpone finding lasting solutions for this reality so we may experience heaven on earth and it is the reason why we are still postponing, waiting and hoping for solutions to come to us while we are literally standing in a sinking ship watching ourselves within the dysfunctional world-systems that we have allowed to exist go under as if we never saw it coming.

The problem here is that we actually did see it coming, but our 'power' to 'turn a blind eye' and claim ignorance towards what we are aware of deep down within ourselves has always been able to override common sense and taking affirmative action within seeing what should be done to in fact establish a world wherein our experience of ourselves here wouldn't feel like a lesson, punishment or tough job and wherein we wouldn't constantly be looking for a way out through either spirituality or entertainment, which both pretty much come down to the same thing.

So, is reincarnation real? Who is to say? The only thing that is clear in considering who we are and what is in store for us within common sense - is that whether or not reincarnation exist actually makes no difference because it is who we are here in this very moment that defines who we will be and it defines how our reality and experience of reality will be - no matter where we are, here on earth or in the 'after-life'. A change in scenery or situation will not change who we are in any way what so ever - if we do not stand within and as self-responsibility here and now, in this very moment, than we will never be able to experience ourselves as heaven, as life, as existence, as God, as all that is - not in this life, not in the next life and not if we were to 'ascend' to a higher plane in heaven or where ever.

The mess that we create and allow to exist here on this earth, will continue to haunt us until we stand up and take responsibility for it and actually direct it to creating a world that is best for all or until it is too late and we blow all chances of ever realizing and experiencing what life and living really is as what it could be - just like it has been haunting us up to this point where we stand at the brink of crossing the threshold of 'the point of no return' as the point of 'too late-ness'.

So what will it be? Will we stand up and take responsibility for ourselves here and direct this world into what it always should have been as a heaven on earth - or will we rather choose to continue stretching the ignorance of the mind of existing within the idle hope that a solution will come to us or that we will get another chance in our next life while all goes to irreparable shit and we push ourselves to that point of looking at what we've allowed to be done, saying to ourselves 'shit, if only I had moved myself sooner...', 'if only I had stood up when I still had the chance to make a difference'?

We do not want to experience the latter!


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